Hi

Boy are these hectic days. We are finishing up our final year projects and this is the time of the big crunch. we are working day in and day out. Usual working hours you ask ? From 9.00 am to 3.30 am. been like that for bout two months now. Guess this is what you get for a single small mistake. but these times have taught me so much. made me in to a far more matured person. i was talented and i always knew that. may be others didnt but i did. that is not the point. the point is that i now know what it is like to lose. before i have always been the winner. if not fully at-least partially. but now i know how easy it is to loose everything you have. how fragile the life is and how small and feeble we are. I am confident about myself now but not in that dashing stubborn way like before. now i feel confident in a way that is more reassuring. I dont feel confident that i wont make mistakes. I feel confident that even if i do make one or two, I will still have the courage and the strength to overcome them.

And i learned how to be humble and not think that we are the means and the end. I learned about life and the meaning of living. I listened to randy paush giving his last lecture and it inspired to me to make my dreams a reality. so much happened and i think that i am better off at the end of the end.